Sigh......

juz wanna say i'm so sick of looking at my own image n disgusted with my own self. i don't want to be anybody else though...
juz hating my own
head
mind
body
soul
n no,
mother, i don't blame it on u for bringing me into this world.
for that i can't thank u enough for giving me the chance to be a part of your llife.
i beg your forgiveness for not being your shining star nor a glittering diamond
this heart of mine seems....
uncontented with its own existence
i juz can't forgive myself.....
but no worries mother,
i'll do my best to achieve this dream that we dreamt together as a whole family
i won't give up no matter how often i said that i will
i will always pray for u everytime before i go to sleep if i remember,which is always
in case i will no longer wake up. at least that is some last deed i did for u
even it might not be  as much as what u did for me
mother, i'm sorry for hating u so much
hope that u always know that
whatever happens
wherever i am
whenever i breathe
i will always love u unconditionally
mother, i know u love me
but i really hope that u'll know that i love u too...

A day in a life of a person

on my way to town, this view has attracted me

a common view here,i found out as there are quite a lot of similar type of roof here

can you see the chair above the boat?

can you guess what is it for?

an amusing view?

a window of candies....

a hideout from chaos

a sorrow evening, luckily it didn't rain during my adventure

from the eye of the occupent of the attic

sea shells anyone???

tree, i guess you can see

can you figure out what this is?

the end.

Hihi

maybe they'll be more pictures on this blog afterwarsd......
juz wait n see,hihihhihihi

For those whom i really care

just wanna tell those who do care for me that i will always care for u even though i may not show it in any obvious way...
especially dedicated to my family...
i luv u guys no matter what happen or what i did or what i said
this fact will remain forever,ever,ever...
like this song from Miley Cyrus-Right here

 

Hannah Montana Lyrics

When it is wrong,is it wrong....

i actually seen this flower on my way home from class.it has nothing to do with my life today but just snap me out from my blues today. make me realise all the small thing that i should always appreciate.anyway, i don't know what's wrong with myself today.....

i feel so hollow and sorrow out of reason and it feel so....

and i really can't figure it out so

is it a sign of depression due to the weather change???

don't tell me a month in an alien land is enough to turn my world upside down.

WAITTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm not ready yet to be crazy,too many things that i haven't discover using this beatiful mind of mine

now in my mind it's like being in a middle of nowhere with only

 directions to go.

huhu~

but really i feel much better by the time i write this

cheers 

Break ups

i think this thing happens all the time since before till now and surely will happen in the future.
it's funny how people express their thought about this topic nowadays,however i kinda like it.
coz they are more casual in a way and make break ups seem like something that we somehow will bumped into in life but actually we need to get over it in time as we move on in life.whenever we are ready,of course.


anyway,
just wanna share how the 21st century break up song look now
can u ever catch the feeling of break up by this????
hihi,enjoy....

Start of something new

long have i abandoned my blog as i thought that i kinda bored with it. as a matter of fact, i take myself as a boring, uninteresting person that nobody would bother to care bout me.

it doesn't matter anyway. onthe other hand, i would love to share one of my favourite song by Belinda Peregrin. the song title is luz sin gravedad which in english means see a little light.
in my opinion it has such a deep meaning to me.
hope you feel the same bout it...

as this video is in spanish, i think it would be better to put the english lyrics here in case you are wondering what in the world does this song is all about

Luz sin gravedad (see a little light)

Stay alone in my room , every moment passing too slow, watch the candles burn into the night Fall into a dream , wake up and everythings the same, a second older, but alone, just like a child If you just give me a sign , to live and not to die

chorus Then I can see a little light, I can find a piece of mine, I dont know where you are, may be near or maybe far, I just need a little light Here a clock tiking on a 'riding hood have meaning ' If i could find the love like in your eyes see a million people, everyones so lonely but we dont have to be alone tonight

chorus

uuu,u, lalala a uuu a

If I could see a little light, If I could find some piece of mine, If you just give me a sign I can see a little light, I dont know where you are, may be near or maybe far, I just need a little light ... Stay alone in my room , every moment passing too soon ,watch the candles burn into the night..

[ See A Little Light Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com/ ]

New turning

This will be the new turning of my blog. Just wait and see......